my skills include reading an entire page of an academic text without absorbing a single word
me
Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darknesses of other people. - Carl Jung
A Dangerous Method (2011)
bro, i dont even care anymore. fuck it! *continues to try very hard*
I’ve been mentally ill for so long now that sometimes I don’t even realise how bad it is anymore
Like I sit here with my anxiety bubbling away for no reason and I’m like ‘this is fine’
And I’m considering suicide like ‘this is normal’
I isolate myself constantly like ‘how am I going to avoid everyone today’
And I walk around in a dissociated state, not remember what I’ve done each day thinking ‘it must be Halloween soon’ even though its April
This is my ‘norm’ and that’s why I feel like I’m never going to recover
I get jealous really easily but not like an angry vengeful jealous more like a really sad lonely jealous because everybody likes everybody more than they like me and I really really don’t blame them.
